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Welcome to the diary of
Plain, Old Jay ★
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Introduction
Bibliography
Chapter One
Food for thought Sunday, October 11, 2009 6:03 PM
Dear Diary,

Been thinking a little these days. Can I really change? I don't like the way I am but for so many years all I've been doing is preaching. All talk and no action. That makes me some sort of a hypocrite doesn't it? Saying so much but not meaning anything. Perhaps it is as MS. LIE says, I should have more self-control and self-discipline. But for a person who has been living sixteen years doing anything her way without thought of consequences, how do you expect her to change? It's not easy at all.

But just yesterday, my dad was sharing his experience of quitting smoking. In the end, it all boils down to one thing. It's a battle of your will and determination, which is precisely what I lack. Where can I find this determination that I need?

I don't know how and I don't know when. But I do know that if this goes on, there is only darkness in front and a lot of failing to be expected. Wish me the best of luck.

-xoxo
signing off,
Jay

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