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Welcome to the diary of
Plain, Old Jay ★
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BORED&SCARED Wednesday, December 30, 2009 12:03 AM
Dear Diary,

BORE. BORING. BORED.

I am currently BORED OUT OF MY FREAKING MIND.
It is presently December the 30th. Two days away from a new year. In other words, it's time for the reflections and resolutions for next year.

All right, looking back, I can see that I have effectively screwed my life up with an obsession over: 1) Slacking- This is totally unforgivable because even when I have simply nothing to do or play even, I refuse to do work D:< That's really bad.
2) Anime & Manga & Dramas- This is a little bit more understandable but still unacceptable. Do I really want to screw up my bright future over a few surreal characters? The answer is a huge NO, so let's get on with life.
3) Day-dreaming- This is only acceptable in small doses. Too much dreaming leads to an unrealistic raising of hopes and the inescapable fate of being let down.

So what should be done about these? Let the New Year Resolutions be noted now!
1) Stop slacking. Keep in mind how you failed miserably for your EOY's. Do you want history to repeat yourself? Remember your dreams. You want to be a game designer for squaresoft? You got to work harder then!
2) Manage your darned time better! Only allow yourself animes in small doses. Don't sit in front of the damned computer for more than 2 hours a day and on weekdays, only give yourself 4 hours maximum of computer time.
3) Stop day-dreaming so much and put your ass into it. All talk and no actions lead to nothing. Unless you want your future to be a big fat blank, you should wake up and pull your socks up NOW. Before it's too late.

Note to self: Keep to your resolutions this year. Don't screw up again and only realize it next year. IT'S GOING TO BE TOO FREAKING LATE.

Sheesh, maybe I should type something like this everyday. A daily reminder to not screw up should be the cure for my insufferable disease of slacking.

Here's wishing next year will be a better year. I hope I can get along fine with my new classmates (regardless of the pathetically small number of them). Please make me work hard and stop slacking. Correction, please make me make myself work hard and stop slacking. Mr. Determination, it's your year to shine now.

The truth, I am scared shitless about next year. I wonder if others feel the same. It's the next step of your life, Jay. Don't screw up.

-xoxo
Your's Sincerely,
Jay.

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