SIGH Saturday, February 27, 2010 10:20 PM
Dear Diary,Who is my friend, who is my foe? I wish I knew the answers. When I'm surrounded by people, loneliness hits me with its worst.
Where do I truly belong? Does anybody want me or accept me? Where can I turn for shelter and love?
There are so many mysteries in this world and mine included. I keep searching for the answers but I keep getting lost.
Suspicion is a deep mist that swells increasingly - drowning and blinding me. I put both my hands up in front of me but I can't see them no more. Will my next step take me down a cliff?
Only silence greets my questions and then, I am lost once more. Falling is a horrendous feeling. It feels like getting sucked into a whirlpool with no end, and I am only left anticipating the sound of my heartbreak when I hit rock bottom.
Yours Sincerely,
Jay.
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